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Love .
Saturday 12 July 2014 | 08:07 | 0 comments

When I look into your eyes
It's like watching the night sky
Or a beautiful sunrise
Well, there's so much they hold
And just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
To be right where you are
How old is your soul?

Well, I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space
To do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
The tools and gifts we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend
For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got, and what I'm not, and who I am

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up.

Well, I won't give up on us (no I'm not giving up)
God knows I'm tough enough (I am tough, I am loved)
We've got a lot to learn (we're alive, we are loved)
God knows we're worth it (and we're worth it)

I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up.
Him .
| 03:52 | 0 comments

 Tbh , I miss you right now .
Touched .
Friday 11 July 2014 | 08:50 | 0 comments

     Yesterday . Afiq , Muha , Jamal , Allif , Haikal suruh aku ambil Quran dorang . So aku pun dengan gigih nya , ambil lah Quran dorang sorang - sorang padahal masa tu aku nak beli air Gedegang . Nak beli Wonda Cofee . Masa aku nak bagi Quran tu , Ya Allah . Afiq TERpegang tangan aku . Masa tu hanya Tuhan yang tahu betapa cuak nya aku . Muka aku mase tu macam nak nangis . Muka Afiq pun cuak habiss . So dia ckap lahh sori , sori . Aku pun takpe . Takpe . Padahal dalam hati aku berdebar habis . Berdegup kencang . Takut . Resah . Debar . Sbb . Tanpa lapik . Dan aku malu .



    Today. Ude . Harini ada Iftar jemaah kat rumah Cikgu Hayati . So of course dia ade . Si buah hati pengarang jantung secara diam . Hahaha . Gedik . Gedik . Aku malu sangat mase ni . Perbualan aku dengan Khai , Sab , Hafizah , aku tak sedar aku tanya kuat kuat ' Khai , ---- tak datang ke ? ' . Dorang gelak sakan . Khai ckap ' Adelah ' . Pestu aku ckap lah ' Tak nampak pun ? ' . Tiba tiba , Haikal and Aiman pandang , kemudian Haikal kate ' Adelah , dia balik rumah kejap ' . Aku mcm keras kat situ . Aku pandang dia macm bukan dia ckap ngan aku and aku blaa mcm tu je . Sbb aku berdebar .
Okay . Habis . Ni part solat pulak . Solat terawikh , dia jadi Imam . Bagus . Sblm solat , dia tengok phone dia dulu , tengok ayat Quran . Allah . I adore him . And I gonna keep this feeling . Solat sunat witir pulak , Haikal jadik Imam , so Ude dok belakang sekali . Aku nampak dia sngat kacakshudejsljd . I dont know why . And mse dia bgi salam , muka dia sngat suci . And I like it too much .

  Part nak balik pulak . Aku tengah dengar lagu sekuat alam kat dapur . Pastu aku nampak kereta mcm kereta ayah aku . Pastu aku keluar lah kejap . Ude pun ckap ' Ni , Ayah dah sampai ' . Aku sengih jelah . Pastu aku tengok beria . Betullah Ayah . Mase nak balik tu aku lambai semua org . Along pun . Haha . Pastu , Ude kat dpan pintu dia ckap ' Moga selamat dlam perjalan ' . Aku sengih and angguk jelah . Pastu aku pusing depan , aku angkat tgan kat Ude and ckap ' Bye ' . Mase aku keluar , Mus ckap ' Whuihh gangster ' . Aku tak pham pastu dia ckap ' Bye spe tdi ? ' Aku sengih jelah . And dia ckap lgi ' Bye depan ayah ' . Haha . Im so happy . Klah . That's all . Byee .

Sick .
Saturday 5 July 2014 | 01:08 | 0 comments

Im sick of making thing worse .
Im sick of being hurt .
Im sick of crying myself to sleep .
Im sick of hating everything .
Im sick of faking a smile .
Im sick of feeling this way .
Im sick of letting people down.
Im sick of being me .
Hate .
| 01:03 | 0 comments

  I hate that feeling . That feeling when you are sad but you have no ide why . You feel so empty . But nothing in particular happened . They ask you ' what's wrong ' but you can ' t explain . Or they dont even ask anything . I don't know which one is worse . It just feel like I miss someone I never met . Like I need someone who doesnt need me . The loneliness hovers over me . Takes control over me . I dont even care . I isolate myself on purpose . Loneliness is my best and only one friend . I start hating myself . And I want everybody to leave me alone . But at the same time , I want someone to hug me and to tell me everything is gonna be okay . I simply hate that feeling . That feeling when you dont even know what the fuck I am feeling .

Alone .
| 00:46 | 0 comments

I feel so lonely .
And I start to cry .
But nobody understands .

Nobody sees .
Just how broken I am .

Its weird at school .
I act like Im fine .
Like Im happy .

When In reality .
I get home and .
I just cry .
And act like .
Everythings okay .
Human .
| 00:41 | 0 comments

I can do it
I can do it
I'll get through it

But I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human

I'm only human
I'm only human
Just a little human

I can take so much
'Til I've had enough

'Cause I'm only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I'm only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
'Cause I'm only human .